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June 27th, 2006

06:37 pm - blahhhh OMG! rob's surgery is tomorrow and i'm a somewhat freaking out. i mean the actual surgery isn't such a big deal but this is the first time i will be the one waiting. i would rather be the one in the OR. welll the whole family is going so it should def be interesting. i think i'm more nervous because i don't know what to expect. i have faith and trust the surgeon but i still have this HUGE knot in my stomach. i just want the surgery to be over. ::sigh:: please keep him in your thoughts and prayers tomorrow morning. thank you! Current Location: NY Current Mood: anxious

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June 13th, 2006

10:36 pm - Happy Birthday to meeee!! Yesterday was my birthday! I am now 20 years old (getting up there) LoL. I had the best day and spent it with my love. I got a beautiful gold anklet. And he got me cake! soo cute <3 His family got me some really nice gifts too. It was def a surprise. Best birthday in awhile. Current Mood: grateful Current Music: "And she said..." -Lucas Prata

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June 7th, 2006

05:09 pm - soooo tired ok well its been like tooo long since my last entry...about 6 months! I finished this past semester on the dean's list :) and now I'm back home and making that money to pay for my new orange car $$ That's pretty much all I've been doing lately is working. On my days off, I try to go to NY and spend time with Rob <3. I'm going up there next week to celebrate our birthdays. Mine is the 12th and his is the 18th. Then the next time I'm going up there is to spend a week with him for his surgery...I'm so excited for him but yet I'm sooo nervous. I know everything will be ok but I'm still nervous. I'm taking classes @ BCC starting in July right after that week with Rob so that is going to suck. Before I know it, I'll be back in school. But everything is good and I am happy with my life. Current Location: Home Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: "Couldn't Ask for More" -Edwin McCain

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January 23rd, 2006

10:27 am - waaaaaa OMG Peru was amazinggg...I just spent the last month in the most amazing place. Cusco, Peru!! There were so many memories created both good and bad. I def learned a lot about the culture and the Incas. I can't wait to go back...2009 baby!! And I got to spend it with my bestest....LANA!!!! <3 Now, I'm back to reality and in school. Kinda sux but it's nice to have so many good memories. Current Mood: happy Current Music: "La Camisa Negra" -Juanes

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December 12th, 2005

12:03 am - ahhhh 2 dayssss till I'm in Peru!! ahhh so much to do but so very little time! Current Mood: excited Current Music: "La Tortura (Remix)" -Shakira

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December 7th, 2005

12:24 pm - !!!! ONE WEEK!!! def not ready... Current Mood: stressed Current Music: "Everytime we Touch" -Cascada

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November 22nd, 2005

01:42 pm - Update. I am sitting in the computer lab because my computer crapped out on me about 2 weeks ago. Oh well. I just took a nutrition test which I don't think I did too good on. My teacher basically just told me that I suck at my major. Eh w/e. OMG! I can't believe Peru is less than a month away. I am so freakin' excited, I can't stand it. I'm going to Peru for a whole month...the only problem is I suck at Spanish. Haha, I'll figure it out. I can't wait to be there and just experience something different. Although, I am very sad about leaving Rob for a month. I mean I know I'll see him when I get back but a month is going to feel like forever. I guess this will be a test. Now I gotta go pack and get ready to bounce! Going home..!! Current Mood: blah Current Music: "Have a Nice Day" -Bon Jovi

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October 10th, 2005

11:34 am - Surgery So, my surgery was on Friday. I had a laparoscopic cholecystectomy. Which means that they removed my gallbladder with three small incisions instead of one big one. They surgery went ok but the surgeon could not believe how severely diseased my gallbladder was for a 19 year old. He was surpirised that I wasn't in constant pain. It was inflamed and had scar tissue all around it that started to adhere to my liver which is why the surgery took about a half an hour longer than expected. I only had to stay one night at the hospital but that was one night too many. Besides the obvious pain from my abdomen, laying on my back 24/7 hurts like all hell. I can't even stand up straight or breathe deep without it hurting. This SUCKS. I mean I have painkillers but like they don't even help much, I just take them before I go to sleep because it helps to fall asleep faster. I just want this pain to go away go I can start doing things for myself. I hate having to depend on people for stupid things like picking up something off the floor or reaching the box of cereal. ::sigh:: It's always something... Current Mood: sore

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September 16th, 2005

02:23 am - <33 The perfect guy: the perfect guy would be the one who you can talk to about anything, he would make you laugh even when all you want to do is cry, hes the one who you constantly think about and the one who you love and hate at the same time, the one who would drop anything to help you, the one who can make you smile with the smallest words, hes the one who does something so small yet is the most thoughtful thing ever, he does random things to make you happy and never lets you down. :) Current Mood: REALLY tired Current Music: Party background noise

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September 7th, 2005

09:35 pm - <3 * As soon as you get online ... whos name do you look for first ? When a slow song comes on the radio -- whose face comes to your mind first ? When you hear your phone ringing ... who do you hope it is callin' ? Whose name makes your heart skip a beat ??? * ROBERT! Current Mood: loved Current Music: "How Do I" - Leann Rimes

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August 30th, 2005

11:09 am - School So...I'm back at school. I moved in on Sunday and and started classes yesterday. So far everything is going good and I am sooo happy to have my freedom back. Current Mood: hot Current Music: "Shake it Off" -Mariah Carey

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August 7th, 2005

10:09 pm - Janey,,, sooo...Janey was here for a few days and had to leave early because her grandma isn't doing so good. And I understand but it just blows. Oh Well. I know it's for the best. But we did have a good day in the city yesterday. Janey first got bitchslapped by a pigeon and then molested by the naked cowboy HAHA fun times! well now it's back to working all the time. oh wellz :( Current Mood: crushed Current Music: "Wonderwall" -Oasis

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July 27th, 2005

10:07 pm - LBI Just got back from LBI with Rob and his family. I had a GREAT past couple of days. The beach was so hot but it was worth it to spend a few hours on the beach...finally. I got to spend some quality time with Rob and we got to talk about things we never talked about before...it was good.Hopefully I will get to see him soon with Janey coming to visit and me working all the time. Time to pass out... Current Mood: loved Current Music: "Summer Girl" -Jessica Andrews

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July 15th, 2005

10:16 pm - My Summer So, I've still been working pretty much ALL THE TIME so I never have any time for myself. But I actually got to hang out with my girls last weekend, Toni Ann and Krupa. It was awesome catching up with them and finally being able to have some fun. Nothing new going on in my life. Things are great with Rob, Wednesday is our third month anniversary. I love the way things are going this far even thou being so far sucks. And next week I was invited to go to LBI for two days with him and his family...should be lots of fun. Time to get some sleep...work @ 9 :( Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: "Goin Crazy" -Natalie

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June 16th, 2005

11:58 pm - My Life. I haven't updated in awhile so here it goes... I pretty much haven't been doing anything but working. That is all I do, I basically live in Foodtown's Deli. It sucks a lot because I get horrible hours but I need the money to pay back my parents and to buy my books for school this year. I gotta do what I gotta do. Oh well. Two days ago, I started myself on Weight Watchers. My mom offered to pay for it during the summer so I couldn't pass that up. She was getting worried about my weight because unfortunetly it is starting to affect my health. So it is about time I just get rid of it once and for all. I'm on day two and for me that is a huge accomplishment. I just need to work harder than I ever have and lose most of this fat before Peru. On a happier note...I got to hang out with Betsy(my bestest) the other day and it was awesome to have a big girl hang out. I wish we could hang out more. AND I just want to add that I have the bestest boyfriend...I <3 RJ Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: "You and Me" -Lifehouse

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May 22nd, 2005

09:34 pm - Update on my boring life Well I have been back home for about a week. All I have been doing is working @ Foodtown and that is all I will be doing all summer. Should be fun...not! Oh well cuz I need the money. Current Mood: calm Current Music: "Breathe (2 AM)" -Anna Nalick

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April 25th, 2005

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01:17 am - Betsy Owns. Everyone...see this awesome new layout? Betsy re-did it and surprised me with it...I LOVE IT! Thank You, Betsy! <3 Current Mood: mellow Current Music: "Caring is Creepy" -The Shins

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April 21st, 2005

08:09 pm So happy! :) Current Mood: chipper Current Music: "You Found Me" -Kelly Clarkson

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April 15th, 2005

06:13 pm - UGH. People Suck. Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: "Shut Up" -Simple Plan

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